I'm throwing it out and making some almond butter in a few minutes instead because I have a bag of those. I'll let you know how it turns out.
I am discouraged.
One more thing...I went to the doc yesterday for some blood test results. The last time I was there was in December. He weighed me yesterday, and his scale only showed that I had lost ONE FREAKIN' POUND. I even wore lighter clothes knowing he was probably going to weigh me.
GAH! What's up with that? How is that even possible? His scales also show me NINE POUNDS heavier than my scale at home. My clothes weigh something, but not nine pounds worth. (I took my shoes off to weigh.)
I'm not feeling very encouraged right now. And you can say all you want about not giving the scale power and all that crap, but it does matter. Why have I been working my ass off at this damn diet. Right now I feel like it's not been worth the trouble. Seriously.
I will keep it up until I weight on Sunday, but I swear, if I don't see a vast improvement, I don't know what I'll do. This is baloney.
No need to comment on this. I'm just sayin'. No results after perfect compliance for nearly three weeks = discouragement. It's pretty simple.